i know many kids out there have divorced parents. some parents still talk to each other, some live on the other side of the world.
mine still talk to each other but they always argue when they do. so, being the eldest, i have the responsibilty of making sure my mum doesn't get hurt by my mum again.
so every weekend, when it comes to planning where to stay, with who and what to do, i have to step up and do it. i don't mind at all really. its just that, ever since we moved to Sepang, it has been SO difficult for me. Dad hates coming all the way to Sepang and mum isn't really punctual.
i get scolding from either side, mum and dad. sometimes even both.
i don't deserve being yelled at every weeked after school. i don't deserve having to tear my brains out planning a weekend for my sister and me. she never helps. i don't want them to fight, i don't want to know why u had a bad day. i don't want to hear it. i don't want to hear it.
i just want peace.
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