Torn Apart.
that's right. im torn apart between 2 boys. one for the past and the other for the future. i can't take it.
the one that has a girlfriend, H, i have gave up on. i felt stressed so i admitted to him also making the biggest mistake i could ever make. but i told him i had moved on. he would have to settle for the past.
the second one, A, my heart beats for. he says, im more than a friend. but not a girlfriend. yeah, to some it may some cheap or lame. but it kinda means something for me. like a glint of hope. he's my future.
so anyway, i was schooling like normal. and i had NO idea his whole class was talking about it. me and him that is. i looked into his class calling for all the pengawas, they went "oooh denise, go back to your class!
anyway, same thing when i asked his classmate why he was the only one wearing baju sukan today, she said " don't worry la. he went for sepak takraw." again, wthellness.
so, the normal bla-blas. i didn't see him the whole day cos of the competition.
so at science, H was looking at me the WHOLE time. i guessed it was prolly cos i told him i liked him. can't blame him. but anyway, on the way back to class, he looked at me, stared then did the most bewildering thing he could ever do to me. he smiled. it was SHO cute! i almost fainted at the spot cos he never EVER gave me a second look.
so yeah. i ahve NO idea what to do now. i just hope he just forgets about me and move on with his girlfriend. yet his smile, it made things run through my mind.
btw, i know i'm being such a bitch for posting this crap on my blog. wtv.
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