i'm so tired.
school is sucking every last breath i have. this extra classes are really exhausting and i really need a break.
you know, there are these little things in life that people around me do that makes me SO happy. life would be one hell of a bore without them. some don't understand what im going through yet they try so had to understand it. i feel like giving them a huge hug cos of that. but i can't, haha cos they're mostly guys and its just gay to be hugging a girl out of the blue.
im so confused right now. all my feelings have been taken out, stomped on, picked up, healed, then stepped on again. im lovestoned and i wanna wake up, but somethings holding me back.
okay, so im talking gibberish now. i wanna commit but i don't know why i always have changes of heart. one minute this guy, another that guy. i really really wanna make up my mind and stick with it.
i always blame it on my situation. my situation where i live in this rural area when where i really wanna be is the urban area. my heart at this moment belongs to 3 people. i'm so sick of myself. i disgust myself. someone PLEASE help me.
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