Tuesday, August 9, 2011

#71 these demons keep me up all night

Yeah, hey.

Been too damn long since I updated, I suppose. As usual, the same excuses. Lack of inspiration, the tendency to lose motivation when I actually start blogging. Then I change my layout and suddenly I feel like blogging again. Typical me.

Things have been absolutely crazy. This month itself I have been through so much since I moved out of my dad's place for the semester. I moved in with @aziraiyaR @hiiweiliang @RogerTrefoil @kelleylai and @zwei91to their apartment in Casa Tiara. Then @thekidzarfu came back to Malaysia and we spent pretty much all our time together. So much so that I would get upset with every little thing he does, and likewise.

I won't elaborate much, but trust me when I say a lot has happened. So much drama for just one semester and so many things that my parents would be so upset to know about.
Friends fighting over the littlest things, friendships being ruined unnecessarily, moving into a home that isn't mine, getting into trouble with the cops, spending unnecessary money, getting caught for a slight misdemeanor, major mood swings, skipping classes, being homeless and roaming the streets looking for a place to stay, spending more money we don't have, getting kicked out of said home, Changkat and all it's wonders.
Just some of the things that happened in one semester. I cannot express how ecstatic I am that it's over. But it also marks the end of one of the most amazing, bi polar relationships I have ever had. I feel like I'm prepared for him to leave again, but I know when it hits me, I might not be able to take immensity of the pain I know will surely come.

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