#83 she'd dream of paradise

Hey hi hello

So yes, I managed to abandon my blog again for over a month this time. I tried on multiple occasions to muster the inspiration to blog again but I never seem to find the muse or the time to do so.

We're currently right smack in the middle of my finals and of course instead of studying I suddenly find the motivation to blog. The art of procrastination at its finest.

I wouldn't say nothing much happened during this hiatus. Had to rush so many assignments and boy am I glad that's over. Watched the Theater finals for this semester and I must say they did really well. Even better than we did last semester, maybe.

I sincerely can't believe this semester is already over. It's the first semester I survived completely without seeing my boyfriend at all. It all went by in a flash and 12 weeks just came and left. Next thing you know it's going to be my last semester before I fly to the States. Oh, I was rejected by the only university I applied to by the way, but Ms Kelly will help arrange my appeal. Dad also said he might not have the funds for me to transfer, so I'm praying I can get a scholarship. That also means my CGPA needs to be above 3.0 and looking at the results I have so far, it seems almost impossible. Le sigh. America seems so out of reach, and with that, the prospect of seeing my boyfriend again :(

I recently got a haircut and color too. Similar to my previous one, but still something new :)

Oh and the Chelsea FACup final against Liverpool is on tonight, boyfriend and I are all hyped about it. Of course, Chelsea is going to win but don't tell my baby I said that.

haha yes i is shameless (:

Speaking of boyfriend, it's almost our first year anniversary, two days to be exact, and three months since we last saw each other. Had my fair share of emotional breakdowns, sometimes in the most inappropriate situations but I just can't help that I miss him so much. It only makes things worse when all my friends are with their own other halves and they're just so happy. Now don't get me wrong, I'm more than glad that my friends are happy. But seeing them like that just claws at the emptiness I already have inside. I miss the touch of my amazing boyfriend and having this uncertainty of when we will see each other again definitely does not make things any better. Honestly if you asked me, I'm lonely without him :(

Okay let's not make this into something it doesn't have to be. Here's a picture of a really hot girl to make everyone smile. Okay thanks bye errbody. 

Au revoir.