I wish. I really really wish I was in a school in PJ. Fine, I don't mean to be racist. the school I'm going to now, I HATE it. No one reads my blog cos they don't know me well. Some of the SMKDJ-ians know me well enough to not read my blog. I may have done things to make them dislike me but don't even get the chance to reprove myself.
I just want to move away from everything here. but I know I can't cos I have to care about what my mum feels especially with her 'condition'.
I know its not even worth it for me to post here. no one will care. I don't mean to be a loner. but its the truth. just look at beatrice, khei qi, tiffany and other's blog. tonnes of people comment and they laugh about stuff. i thank ANYONE who would even bother typing in my blog URL. but, really. I don't have any true friends here. Yea, I have good friends, but i know.. they still have that thought in mind that I'm Chinese. I can't have sleepovers, parties, just cause my friends are Malays. I can't kiss a Malay guy because of his beliefs. It really kills m e to know that I can never have a proper social life. but I still know, family comes first, which is why i don't want to say anything to my mum.
if u wanna say, " what about your friends in school now? "
I'll say, " hello, its SEPANG. "
I'll say, " hello, its SEPANG. "
I just want to move away from everything here. but I know I can't cos I have to care about what my mum feels especially with her 'condition'.
I know its not even worth it for me to post here. no one will care. I don't mean to be a loner. but its the truth. just look at beatrice, khei qi, tiffany and other's blog. tonnes of people comment and they laugh about stuff. i thank ANYONE who would even bother typing in my blog URL. but, really. I don't have any true friends here. Yea, I have good friends, but i know.. they still have that thought in mind that I'm Chinese. I can't have sleepovers, parties, just cause my friends are Malays. I can't kiss a Malay guy because of his beliefs. It really kills m e to know that I can never have a proper social life. but I still know, family comes first, which is why i don't want to say anything to my mum.
hey don't be so sad lar..you're talking like you're the only one who kena such thing leh.look at me still standing.but lolx its going to over soon (for me).tahan lar its not that bad lar over here(at least with KLIA here we dont need to wake up so early when we needed to go overseas)haha.i still have friends from church who 'speaks english'(school also have lar only like a few),still hang out with them (leisure mall..lame),still sleepover in their house ect.tho' i'm staying so far lar my best friend Gideon Yoong,wai hung,joanne,Alyssa,beatrice and cheryl Ch'ng still visits me.so walaupun jauh dari pandangan numun kami masih dekat di hati.these are the really good friends.anyway ah its all up to you.basically on how you handle things.take it easy okay.btw.CCC,Cheras will be having a christmas party on 16Dec.come lar if you have the time okay(be sure to bring a present worth 7bucks).all are welcome.hahahahaz...bout your friends ahh no comment...speechless.love you more.interms of attitude and ur way of speaking and all.hahahaz
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thankie angeline... but really, i can't stay here till From 5. really
ReplyDeletewell if u do any of those stuffs u can sure as hell be sure ur mum wun have to do anything coz i'll come down there myself and skin u alive. and if anyone wanna crucify me for that they can kiss my frozen tushie after they walk over my dead body.
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