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I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance

I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance

i was singing that song today while drawin some spirally picture on a piece of paper i picked up on the floor. according to my friends, i looked damn emo. haha. i didn't even intend to make an emo face. they said, my head was slanted as i sang the chorus of the MCR song. ahhaaha. i didn't even know how emo i looked. when they tried to impersonate me, they looked dheng stupid .____.

my kor went for camp today. 3 days, he said. monday is a holiday. must be because of the Hari Anugerah Kecemerlangan, which im not attending.

i tell you a few people that has been emo, with me! yeeweng, beatrice, mae ling, and Gerard Way!!!! he dyed his hair black in the video. long live the emos.

well, today in moral, we watched astro. hahas. chiranjev being the idiot he is, kept changing the channel as soon as cikgu left. and after recess, we had 3 free periods in a row. i was damn sleepy. i think i slept a whole half an hour. shamir abruptly woke me up by pulling my hair. he pulled it back, HARD. made me staaaaaaaaaare at him for a good 10 minutes. after that, i walked around school a lot.

the whole school was everywhere. i mean, the people. there were people practising for their Dikir Barat on the stage. people including A, Fadil, Hafiz......... and thier classmates who hates me and my classmates ( they're girls, btw ). there were other people kawad-ing for what i do not know. then there was those smart asses practising for tomorrow's prize giving. c'mon lah. what is SOOOOOOO difficult about walking up a stage, bowing your head while taking the sijil, shake hands, saying thanks then walk back down?! over and over they practised like shitheads. and because the teachers were so caught up with all these, the other gangsters in my school were merayau-ing.

anyway, there was 2 free shows after school today. aih. them emo people who can't contain their anger. my friend, Fariza's brother, Farhan got into a fight. a HUGE one. 10 against one. he was stupid enough to belasah a guy in front of his friends who have spanners, hammers, and who knows what else. obviously they would back thier friend up right?! so yeah, kesian him man. the 10 of them were all over him. using thier bags and fists. gaawsh. luckily some of them were clear headed enough to break the fight. there was no serious damage as Farhan was walking away calmly. the police came, yada yada yada, Farhan went home. he was supposedly a good boy. swt. so much for that. the worse thing was, they were all Malay. if it was a racist fight, that wouldn't have been so bad.

then there was these Indians fighting each other also. some guy attacking a smaller kid. the funny thing was, a girl , about Form5 started crying. haha. it wasn'tas big as the other fight, but still, a fight.

so yeah. i dunno why im updating about fights when they don't include me. but still, it adds to the emo-ity. i pray for those emo people. and for all of us and our emotude.