that cyde

fine. im gonna show how really loveydovey / girly / emo / crazy i can be.
i wrote this in the bus on the way home earlier.
yes, some of you may feel digusted, some might wanna steal it, some just won't want to talk to me after reading this or some might just wanna love me more *lansi*
anyway, here goes.

[insert title here]

i really do..
i miss the times when we used to argue on who would get the wooden chair in Science,
cos the metal chairs made our butts ache.
i miss the times when u would give in to me with a smile.
i miss the times you helped me in Sejarah.
especially when i got all my facts and dates wrongly.
i miss the times when we were forced to sit together in the bus
when there wasn't anymore space.
i miss the times when you shook your head and said, you don't mind holding my file for me
while i tied my shoelace.
i miss the times when i used to think that i could never get you,
then u would look at me and smile, giving me hopes.

i miss the times when you would hold my hands,
and tell me how cute my stumpy fingers are.
and i also miss the times when u showed me,
how far back u can bend your superduper long fingers.
i miss the times you would carry my books for me,
even though u had your own.
i miss the times when i could just watch you from the bleachers,
watching you play football and waving at me from time to time,
getting scolded by the coach.
i miss how you would grumble when i ruffled your hair.
i miss your old hairstyle, though i still love your hairstyle now.
i miss how you would show me how to throw the softball ball fast and far,
no matter how many times i could never get it right.
i miss how we couldn't decide on which ice cream to buy,
and ending up sharing one that we both don't like.

i miss the times when u looked into my eyes and told me that you loved me.
most of all,
i miss you, more than you could ever imagine.
i really do.



there you have it. i dunno what u all may think now. some might still be puking in the toilet. but still. if youre wondering, why such an emo / crazy / girly / loveydovey poem / story / whatever, i just felt like writing one. not that Mino and I have any problems but yeah. (he was absent today). so yeah. there you have it.

im representing my school in debate, officially now. have to go to school at 8.00 am tmrw. dheeeng im too lazy to wake up. so yeah. i have to go and write my ahem ahem* speech now.
taas people.

xoxo