Wednesday, October 3, 2012

#88 why don't you fill me up?

Sort of describes my current mood. Not the lyrics, but the song itself. 


Hey hello.

Can't help but feel that today is a disgrace to my claims of having "live life to the fullest" as a motto. It's four forty-three pm and I'm still in my jammies, hair unwashed and stomach empty. There's a slight breeze coming through the window (but that's probably polluted with construction dust since I'm on the sixteenth floor).

I slept through all my classes today, for the simple reason of not giving a fuck. Woke up three times cause of both my alarm and dad (who thinks I'm sick) but didn't bother getting out of bed. Went to sleep at halftime of the Chelsea match last night, when I realised I missed the opening goal cause I fell asleep. Was up at five am the day before for classes, and had an eight hour shift at work after that didn't seem to end. It's no wonder I was so tired. Still, that's no excuse for me to have slept for almost twelve hours. Woke up at two pm feeling like absolute crap. Hello, lethargy.

I have an assignment that was due today and another due tomorrow but I lack all motivation to even start on them. Not to mention the amount of paperwork I have to do for Grapevine. Meh. Still waiting for a certain someone to acknowledge me and make my day, but I know my hopes are meant for misery.

On a different note, I wonder if I should post the short story I wrote for my creative writing course last semester. It's not amazing or anything, but I'll post the original unedited manuscript if anyone is interested. Let me know if you want to read it?

Going off to find some food. Probably a bowl of instant noodles, and coffee. Three cheers to healthy living!

Au revoir.

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