Filling an empty space,

Currently Listening to : Halo - Beyonce
Currently Feeling : A thump thump thumping headache!

HEY HELLO HI ;D

I know, I know. I've absolutely, completely abandoned my blog. I'm sorry, I've been kinda busy and honestly? I didn't really have anything to inspire me to blog. HAHA. Oh well, the great thing is, I'm BACK. And hopefully I'll last longer this time ;)

Honestly, nothing has changed much since the last time I blogged properly. School is still school, friends are still friends. I come online often, but I just MySpace most of the time. I don't really have much of a life nowadays since my dad took my phone away on New Year's Day. It's a long story and let's just all pretend that the reason is because of my upcoming SPM exams.

School has been extremely tiring. Softball season has started again and I'm staying back at school everyday for extra classes. I'm literally spending more time in school than at home. But oh well, I keep telling myself it's just for this year and then, freedom! Hoho. Anyway, other than that, nothing much really. Sports day came and left, my house got first placing. I contributed a bit, I ran 4x100m, 100m, 200m and long jump + perfect attendance for house practice ;)

I still haven't got my D-SLR camera HAHA. I've been scheming up ways to get one, I really just can't seem to save up my own money. So, I've finally asked my uncle to help me get one, I'll pay him back as soon as I start working after SPM. I'm really excited, I'm hoping I can get it in a week's time or so. I felt it was kinda wasted that I couldn't get to use it for my Sports Day, the school mag pictures would have been clearer. Oh btw, I made Chief Editor, yay me :p

By the way, my maid went back to Indonesia recently, and just two days before that, RM1000+ from my sister and I's combined Chinese New Year money was stolen. We couldn't point fingers at anyone since we had no proof, but who else could it be right? I was pretty upset since I was looking forward to spending that money on my much needed sneakers and cardigan. Oh well, shit happens eh.

Another chapter of my life happened recently, in fact just this morning. I had my Grade 8 Theory of Music exam in SMK Sri Aman and let me tell you this, I am SO relieved that it's over. I stayed over Ms Beh's place and totally hardcored this past few days. I am so last minute -.-
Oh, and I had a haircut the day before yesterday and it is h-o-r-r-i-b-l-e! It's too short and the "stylist" gave me bangs which my round and fat face looks terrible with! Goshh, I'm so glad my hair grows fast :/

Anyway, did anyone watch the game last weekend? I sure did. Manchested United vs Liverpool. The much talked about awaited game of the season. I supported Liverpool since I'm anti-Man Utd :D I can't express how much joy I felt when it was a 4-1 win for Liverpool. 3-1 was bad enough, 4-1 is just embarrasing. And the funny thing is, my friends who are hardcore supporters of Man Utd totally refuse to admit that Man Utd sucks, saying that the hero loses first and stuff like that. Hoyeah, I agree with Hafiz, Man Utd supporters are totally stuck-up :p

Okay, I should prolly stop now before I finish everything in one post. Haha.
Till the next post, lots of love,
Denise ;)

Random Note : Allison Iraheta rocks!

Olympics 2008

Currently Listening to : Closer - Ne-Yo
Currently Feeling : So-so

Sooo, Malaysia finally got a medal, although it wasn't gold, but hey, Lee Chong Wei did his best and we're all proud of him.
Dad and I were jumping in our seats as we watched the match. Haha, Lin Dan was super good, and gave no mercy at all. But I think Lee Chong Wei could have done better. Oh well, I was kinda looking forward to listening to our national anthem if we won gold :D
It would have been our first gold ever in the Olympics eh. How awesome would that have been lol.
By the way, does anyone know when softball/baseball will start? And also that dancing thing with the ribbons? What are those called again? HAHAHA.
For those who missed them match, here are some pictures :)

Lin Dan was super happy when he won. I think he kecoh sangat laa, he knew he was gonna win whaat -.-

See what I said?

Go Lee Chong Wei! :)

Oh, I got this off Beatrice's blog :)

Gluttony

1. Do you think you eat more than you should? Yeah, I do. Too much for lunch, too much for dinner and always too much for supper.
2. What is your favorite meal? Lunch, I have no idea why. Always looking forward to lunch.
3. What did you have for dinner today (or yesterday)? Hokkien Mee.
4. What is your favorite dessert? I like ice-cream. And brownies to go with that :D
5. Can you cook well? I hate fire, so no.
6. Are you a fruit or veggie person? Both. I eat healthy when I can ;)
7. What is your favorite restaurant to go to? Anything that serves good food.
8. Do you feel comfortable with your weight? No, not really.
9. Are you vegetarian or vegan? Erm, no.
10. Describe your normal eating habits. I eat too much.

Lust

1. How much do you find yourself thinking about sex? HAHAHA quite often, actually.
2. Are you a virgin? Yes.
3. If not, who did you lose your virginity to and when? -
4. Do you believe you should be in love to have sex? Of course. How dumb not to be.
5. Have you ever cheated on your significant other? Oh, erm. No comment lol.
6. What's the first thing you look for in a boy/girl? Fashion. No idea why. Hahaha.
7. Do you have any special fantasies? Woooh, yes I dooo ;))
8. Have you been in lust more than love? Never.
9. Would you have sex with more than one person? At one time? Hahahah noo.
10. Who have you lust for? For me to know, For you to not know :D [Ayat Beatrice :)]

Greed

1. What do you want more than anything right now? A SLR camera la grrr.
2. Does money play an important part of your life? Of course. Same goes for everyone else.
3. What are your goals for the future? I wanna be useful. Bwahahaha.
4. Do you think money is more important than love? Oh, not to me. I think.
5. If you were given one million dollars right now, what would you do with it? FIRST THING'S FIRST. A SLR CAMERA LAA FCKKKK.
6. Has anyone ever called you spoiled or greedy? Yeah, but I'm not thnkuvrymch.
7. Do your parents have a lot of money? No.
8. How much money do you spend in one week? I try to save as much as I can.
9. Do/would you share with people that are less fortunate? Yeah, I always do.
10. Have you ever robbed someone? No, I'm nice.

Sloth

1. Have many people called you lazy? Yeah, teachers, friends, parents and even my sister. So yeah.
2. How much sleep do you get at night? 3 hours.
3. Do you often take naps in the middle of the day? Yeah, coz I only sleep 3 hours every night.
4. What was the most depressing time of your life? Exams + a break up. At the same time.
5. What is the best way to relax? Singing at the top of my lungs :)
6. Would you consider yourself more of a follower or leader? Leader. Haha.
7. Would you consider yourself a caring person? Yeah, I care alot about stuff. Even petty stuff. Coz those are the things that matter most.
8. What time do you go to bed at night? Erm, school nights about 2. Holidays, I hardly sleep. HAHA.
9. What do you waste most of your time doing? Online.
10. Would you rather go out somewhere or stay home? GO OUT.

Wrath

1. Who was the last person you were upset with? My grandfather. Still am.
2. What is the meanest thing you’ve ever done to someone? Ohh, loads of stuff. Most of them in primary coz I would just do stuff this girl would tell me to do.
3. Do you hate anyone? Sorry to say, but yeah.
4. Are you angry a lot? Hardly.
5. What was the last thing that made you mad? Something.
6. Have you ever been in a physical fight with someone? HAHAHA yeah. Funny now, to think about it.
7. Has there been a time that you wanted to seek revenge? Loads of times.
8. What is your biggest pet peeve? What's that? lol -.-
9. How do you express your anger and frustration? Screaming into a pillow or just crying till I'm satisfied.
10. Is it easy for you to forgive? Too easy. But it depends.

Envy

1. Who are you most jealous of? No one really.
2. What is something you want that your best friend has? Her brains!
3. What is one thing you think you are lacking in life? Hmmm, that's a good question.
4. Do you think of yourself as an envious person? Yeah, I am. But I always always hide it.
5. How would you consider yourself lucky? Sometimes.
6. Unlucky? Most of the time xD
7. Have you ever felt sorry for yourself? Hardly ever.
8. Overall, do you think you have everything you need? For now. camera!
9. Is there anyone that has been envious of you? Yeah, and she actually told me :DD
10. Do you want a better life than what you have? Well, honestly, yeah.

Pride

1. What is your best physical feature? My boobs. HAHAHAHAHA.
2. What do you like most about your personality? I'm too friendly :)
3. How much time do you take to get ready in the morning? 15 minutes.
4. Do you wear a lot of make-up? I never used make-up. Natural beauty bebehh.
5. How often do you go shopping? It's been tooo long mann. Crapp.
6. Are your looks very important to you? Kinda.
7. Would you ever like to be a model? Nope, stressful la for me.
8. What could be improved about your body? My weight x)
9. Do you think that you’re better than others? Never.
10. What is your most embarrassing moment? Waaaay too many to bother remembering them :D

Chelsea FC vs Malaysia

Currently Listening to : Say (All I Need) - One Republic
Currently Feeling : Disappointed

VS

Chelsea FC

Malaysia

And we ALL know who's gonna get their butt kicked right?
I LOOOOOVE CHELSEAA WOOOOOOT!
And if you see carefully enough, it says Persatuan Kenasepak Malaysia not Persatuan Bola Sepak Malaysia :))

But I AM disappointed that I don't get to see my FAVOURITE football club live in action :|
I hope EZRUL has fun!



Ohh, and Hsu Yan's tag x)


1.What are your goals/dreams?
To be an architect, to travel the world and for now, OWN A SLR CAMERA.

2. The most happiest thing in your life?
Thing? Well, the thing that makes me happy is well, erm, actually just my family and true friends. They're all I need.

3. Favourite colour?
Lime green and light green :)

4. Do you have a crush now? How did you know each other?
Yeahh I do and we met through my ex. HAHA xD

5. Where do you wish to go the most? Why?
Paris, China and India. "Coz it's CULTURAL LIKE SHIT.

6. What is your weakness that you can't stand the most?
I get hardly get angry and when I do, it's only for the moment and that makes people think they can step all over me. I also have this soft spot for anything pitiful, even sad commercials can make me cry. I also procrastinate too much. But hey, wiseman says procrastinators are leaders of tomorrow x)

7. What will you do if you face something sad?
Logically, I'll just cry.

8. Most afraid to lose..?
FAMILY. And friends. Also my phone. And virginity ;DD

9. What is the practical target within this 5 years?
Finish up my Grade 8 for piano, do well in my SPM, and get into an awesome college or university. Yes, very kwai, I know ;)

10. Ask yourself, do you like yourself?
Yeah, I'm fine with myself, there's nothing that I regret doing and I won't hate myself if I met myself on the street :)

11. Favorite song?
For now, Thunder by Boys Like Girls. This changed occasionally.

12.What weird things that you wish to happen?
Weird? Erm, I'm not that creative right now.

13.What age do you wish to live until?
As long as I happily can ;)

14. You Hate which type of people the most?
Backstabbers and hypocrites.

15.Are you satisfied with your life?
For now, yes.

16. What do you wish to do the most now?
GO FOR THE MATCH IN SHAH ALAM!

17.Prefer to be alone or in group?
I prefer to be in a group, but sometimes you can be in a room full of people and still feel alone. So it depends.

18.If you can have a wish, what will you wish for?
I would wish for more time to think about my wish. Really, I wouldd.

19.What are you doing at this moment?
Doing this thingg.

20.Have you found yourself?
Not yet.


The five people I wish to know more about is :
Mathew Woo so that he has another reason to blog,
Sofea cos she tagged me many times :)
Kevin Woo , when he can,
Debbie cos I miss her,
And You ;)

Euro 2008

I know many, many people don't know this , but I'm actually a HUGE football fan. Since Std 4 during World Cup in 2002. I supported Germany at that time. Then as time passed, I fell in love with, CHELSEA !

But as everyone should probably already know, its Euro 2008 now and I'm supporting SPAIN! Fernando Torres, David Villa and Fabregas rocks !
AND ZOMGGG THEY WONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN :DDDDD
Germany sucks ! xD

Haha , see what happened to my love for blogging ? I'm like totally blank right now. Shyte.
Oh well , pictures then :)

He is very hot. Must have something to do with the hair :)

just our luck :)

I don't know if anyone remembers , but last year I quit softball for debate and I regretted like shit .
So this year , I made sure I was on the Under-18 team .

So , off we went to Kuala Selangor to rep Sepang .
We left on Sunday , and arrived at around 5 .
We rested the rest of the whole day in the apartment that the MSSD people had prepared for the players .
My teacher was very strict , we weren't allowed to go out , go for swims or sit at the balcony without tudung (for the Muslims , of course) .
So , I just sat most of the day at the balcony watching other districts arrive .
AND GUESS WHAT , from the bus that came from Gombak was this EFFING HOT GUY WITH SUPER HOT SUNGLASSES AND SUPER TONED BODY ! I could have just screamed with joy but of course I had to control la kan ?
And the best thing was , one of my teammates from SM Teknik Sepang knows him . How lucky :)

So , enough about that .
The next day , I woke up around 5 which was waaay earlier than my usual wake up time on a non-school day .
Got ready , bla bla bla and we left for the school .
Here were the results .

Sepang vs Gombak P18 - Gombak won with 14-1 .
Sepang vs Sabak Bernam P18 - SB won with 17-0.

Oookay , u can say it to my face , we SUCK .
Yeah , we really suck .
I have no idea what happened , we seemed fine at practice .
I play 3rd base , if anyone knows what that means .
Our teacher was so dissapointed , she didn't even wanna say anything .

So today , we decided to start anew , kinda like prove that Sepang isn't all that terrible .
Guess what ?

Sepang vs Kuala Langat P18 - K. Langat won with 22-4.

That is extremely WTF kan ?
I mean , HELLOOOO WHAT HAPPENED TO PROVING SEPANG WASN'T THAT TERRIBLE ?
Hahahahahahaha .
I didn't play this round cos I was too tired from yesterday's games so I just cheered on my team .
Oh well , I guess if we suck , we suck la .
HAHA ;)

Anyway , our L12 guys did really well , they won 2 out of 3 games .
P15 and L18 arrived today , hopefully they'll do better than us ;)

Oh yeah , pictures from the beach after our Monday games . See how happy we are even though we kalah teruk :)

I have a very polite laugh , now don't I ?

titanic la konon :)